Tuesday, March 30, 2010



come & follow me!!! (: I follow for follow <3

Oh and I'll still be posting on here from time to time though :)
& don't forget about my 2nd blog on here http://project365x.blogspot.com/

FOLLOWWWWW loves thanks!

Peak @ my cock (; JK!

Friday, January 29, 2010

Mermaid Green :)

Before I left for school on Wednesday. :)

Monday, January 25, 2010

I had a blast @ School

Yeah at first I was scared shit-less and nervous as hell going on to campus!
I felt so lost & I didn't know where to go >_<
There were tons of people but I was so shame to ask where the hell to go.
I mean I was in the right spot BUT didn't see the list that they've posted up to check!
Haha hot dayummm at least I seen someone I knew and followed her around & the best chances were that we're in the same class! YESSSS.
But my teacher is hellah cool & very chill she is NOT a real teacher she said but has had 5 years of teaching GED as a part time job! WOW I really like her.

& She made us do this small exercise with a partner we had to introduce our partner which I felt so uncomfortable doing so lmfao. I actually got tongue tied a bit.
Haha but still like usual I faze out during class and still do a get a little lost whenever I get distracted bwahaha.


School & I'm scared

Its in a bit, I'm feeling pretty nervous again -___-*.
But tonight is the first night of class.
Wish me luck & I hope that I feel like going back by the end of it. <3

Love Long Distance -Gossip (;

Sunday, January 24, 2010

Pink smokey eye.

The Lighting was kinda shitty in here but,
NYX White eyeshadow (Inner Corner & Brow bone)
NYX Golden Pink Chrome eyeshadow (Lids)
NYX Canary Chrome eyeshadow (Above the Lid below the brow)
NYX Dark Brown (Crease)
NYX Black (Outer Eyelid corner)


Thursday, January 21, 2010


I'm cleaning up my room, this bleach for my floors are getting to me I think? Lol.
I have a case of OCD I think because everything has to be organized all of the time.
Everything has to be cleaned and dust free & everything needs to be in its place.
Idk if its just me who is like that but hey its somewhat a good thing I think?
Lol. I need more ideas for my 365 project & even if no one is following me, I'll still post it up for the hell of it :)
Its for me and its a rememberence of my life and how its changing over the year and
I shouldn't let the fact that I have NO followers on my project365 blog which is...
project365x.blogspot.com btw lol. I'm not going to give up on posting and keeping my new years resolution! ^_^.

Well I need to get back to cleaning -I'll update later, I'm thinking about doing a makeup look later on tonight, so yep :)

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

So lame

No one's following me on my other link -____- ugh maybe I should just stick to posting my photos on here instead. Idk whatevers. I woke up on the crappy side of the bed today.
I'm not feeling like myself at all today.
Hm... I think I want to do my makeup today and take some pictures of myself.
I need a new default for my facebook I guess lol.
Today is going to be another random and boring day.
I want to go and buy some makeup...
Lately I've been REALLY into makeup -__-
I mean I've always loved makeup but just lately a spark in me has just been wanting to put on makeup a lot and do tons of photoshoots.
But Idk :) I'll update more later hehe. Byeee

Tuesday, January 19, 2010


Monday, January 18, 2010



:) My 365days project!


I just finished downloading it and I have yet to start using it! <3

Sunday, January 17, 2010

Oh man.

Today was just another boring & average day nothing really to write about.
Kinda sad & boring knowing the fact that I didn't go anywhere or do anything really productive at all today makes me feel kind of bummed.
Ah I guess its alright we have to have days for ourselves to take a breather from our everyday hectic living schedule and just relax from time to time and I guess today was just my day! :D

Sorry nothing really intresting to write about.
Or update with pictures...

Saturday, January 16, 2010


I colored my

No, I'm just playing I colored my hair today.
Its now a dark chocolate color - veryyyy dark ^_^
I keep passing by my hallway mirror having to take a second glance but I'm slowly getting use to it once again.
LOL Its so silly. But I'm very much content, so far... ha!

Well I colored my hair right before we went out, & I had about 2 hours to get ready >_>
It was such a good good good & chill night.
Didn't drink so much but what I did drink gave me a really good but temporary buzz.
But Vanessa was so silly tonight lol.

What a good night - & All because my boyfriend is the best-est.

Friday, January 15, 2010


Round 2 :D
I went over to Goodwill again.
But this time to the store in Pearl City.
Wow its huge lol!
I had such a great time there although I know that my boy-friend didn't really enjoy it so much I KNOW I had the time of my life (; lol.

There were so many things that I wanted to buy but didn't really want to spend much especially since it wasn't my money lol.
I decided to just get me some wear for spring time!.. .I wanna be ready for once the cold fades away!
I bought me some pairs of shorts & high wasited skits.
More skirts and a jumper/short type of thing.
& a couple of blouses, its kind of funny because most of the items I purchased were brands like Charlotte Russe but instead of buying things for reg. price I only got most of my items for like 3 dollars the most. They were also having a buy 2 get one half off deal so I got some items WAYYYY cheaper than I expected ^_^
I didn't even reach my 40 dollar limit I was so happy because I scored big time & was able to bring home so much for so little!
Its so great shopping @ 2nd hand stores :)
Everyone should start trying it especially now that the economy is so tough you'll save a lot of money! ^_^
Oh and I forgot to mention I bought the cutest H&M high wasted skirt from there for just 4 dollars! ^_^ My favorite thing out of today's shopping experience :D
and it was all made possible thanks to my boyfriend (;

We also went over to KuruKuru & ate some sushi >_<
Forreals Kanak Attack.
But that was pretty much my day :D & I had a really great time!

Thursday, January 14, 2010


I haven't been

Keeping my new years resolution up lol.
I'm soooo slacking with project 365, ah its alright...
Well I didn't do anything intresting at all today, it was such a cold and windy day.
It made me just want to stay under the covers all day and relax.
Plus I need a break anyways because I've been busy this whole week & I'll probably end up being busy this whole weekend ^_^
The plans for this weekend well things I want to get done with is
-Go shopping at GoodWill! (Tomorrow's plans)
-Go to Pali Lookout (Saturdays plans)
-& Go star gazing ^_^ (^^)

I really hope we can get this down hehe.
Oh and the Job Fair wasn't so bad I kind of felt a little out of my element.
I didn't really find any of the jobs intresting besides the receptionist positions.
& I learned that you don't need to go to school and major in accounting to become a bank teller! I sooo wouldn't mind working as a bank teller but then again their is always that fear factor, what if we get robbed? 0_o lol.

Maybe I'll give it a shot since theirs like ton's of bank near to where I live!
Wish me luck on that. Hehe

Wednesday, January 13, 2010


'My desktop'

Another quick one...

I still haven't posted anything for project365, lol.
Anywhooooo, I'm going to a Job Fair today - Hopefully there's jobs there that I'd be interested in...
& Hopefully I get hired at something... HA!

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

I think I

totally bombed my test -___- LOL.
I know I passed my reading section perfectly! But for the math section its another story...
AHHHHHH! I'm closer to my GED woooohoo!!! :P

A quick one

Before I'm off to school to take my assesment test...
I'm nervous I hope I do good and get placed in a high class.
If not I'll be so bummed ):
I need something to calm my nerves lmfao.
Ack* I'm just waiting around for my boy-friend & mom to get home.
My boy-friends gonna drop me off.
Its an hour test -_____- I hate being in class lol.
I haven't been to class in 3-4 years 0_o....
omg, hmmmm....

Oh & I need to post up photos lol.
I think that I'm going to bring my camera today and go take photos somewhere.
So wish me luck<3

Monday, January 11, 2010

I'm so excited

for tomorrow...
Although its only my assessment test I feel one step closer to getting my GED or Diploma!!!
:) I feel so proud of myself for not being lazy this year and actually going out and trying to get what I want. I feel like a new person! I haven't been laying down all day - I've been up and out going to places & also cleaning up feeling productive on each and every single day!

I'ma go getter!

Sunday, January 10, 2010

What a gloomy day

Nothings better than the sun hiding behind the clouds and being in bed while its raining, its the best feeling in my world. <3

Saturday, January 9, 2010

:) 009.

"I did a little photoshop today"

Oh no I'm slacking?

Again! 0_o
Naw I'll keep up with my posts hehe.
I need more practice with my camera, & I need to understand it more.
I wish they had photography classes where I live but they dont );
Its okay... hehe
So last my day has just started and so far its been a good one :D
I woke up next to my boy-friend on the most comfortable bed what more could I ask for?
Lol. Now my boy-friends off to pancake house to get me some waffles with whip cream ummm umm umm!
Lol Were gonna go fishing later @ Ko'olina hopefully!
I lovvvvve fishing ouuu another random facts!*

Oh and okay I've uploaded some pictures again hehe... if you guys didn't notice I cheat the system of blogging and change my dates :P But its still all good. Hehe.

Friday, January 8, 2010


New bed for the New Year

I didn't get to publish any post's yesterday but I had good reason in doing so!
I didn't want to just write a small one liner because I was super busy.
& It was the good kind of busy ^_^ Productive!
Basically I got my new bed yesterday!!!
I'm so happy & it'll be my first night sleeping in it and I have yet to get in it, right now haha...
Well anyways I was basically busy the whole day yesterday I swept and mopped my whole room, re-arranged EVERYTHING and waited for the mattress people to drop my bed off :) Then I had to set it up which was a bit confusing? HA! After I pretty much left with my mom to go to Ross & buy the new bed sheets OMFG I absolutely LOVE the way my bed & room looks like & I can't be any happier with it although theirs so much more left to do its making me more ecstatic. ^_^

Btw I DID take a photo yesterday for my 352 days >_< lol...
I just didn't get a chance to post it up - reason? My mom has been on her laptop all day & my computer has no editing system ): Boo* I'll wait for sometime later today to post it up!
Oh & I'm going back to my old highschool tomorrow from which I dropped out of...
-____- Ack* I'm so not in the mood to see any hormonal and immature teenagers. LOL

Well its time to hit the sheets. If I'm still not able to get a good nights rest on this bed then just send me off to sleep on a bed of nails... :)

Thursday, January 7, 2010


2 years & a half...

It wasn't anything special - In fact I didn't even get to see my boy-friend today.

Wednesday, January 6, 2010


Surreal Art :)

Is my first love, & I know you guys must be wondering wtf is that?
Well Google it.... :P and yep I know I'm crazy for being in to these kinds of things but
I can't help it I'm so intrigued by its uniqueness!

Here are my main 3 favorite artist!:

Brian Viveros - Octopussy

MARK RYDEN - The Girl in a Fur Skirt

Kathleen Olivas

This is pretty much of an idea & they have taken my heart away :D

Where has time gone?

Time is just flying by, it makes me kinda sad to see how life changes in an instant...
Once you blink its like another min. of your life is pretty much gone.
The most sicking and saddest part about life and time is that no matter how hard you try you can't take that time back. Its 1:32am right now and thinking about not being able to get 1:31am back kinda freaks me out... but I'd always rather just have a minute forward than a minute back.

Tuesday, January 5, 2010


"You light up my life"

Fact Fact Fact

A lot of people might not know it but;

-The only music I love listening to is alternative, & screamo music.
-Some days I just feel like blasting up the radio and start headbanging.
-I love dark clothes and colors. Dark Red is smexyyy!
-I'm extremly obsessed with Tim Burton flicks <3!
-I'm very closed up when it comes to friends but it doesn't mean I don't like kick'n it.
-I basically became a loner when I dropped out of highschool my freshmen year
-I have a VERY loud mouth & when I'm happy or enjoying myself I really Laugh Out Loud.
-I don't hold back anything that I'm feeling, I'll tell you what I'm feeling & how it is!
-I suffer from being Bi-Polar & its sad but life goes on :)
-I'm usually the most happiest & friendlyest person u'll ever meet in your lifetime but chances of me being your long term friend would most likely NEVER happen.
-I keep things to myself you'll usually will never be able to figure me out.
-I have on a new mask everyday, its always a different personality that comes trough.
-My self esteem is VERY high I love being me I might not have the looks but I carry and represent my self real WELL!
-I have a minor case of OCD. Everything needs to be perfect and in order.
-I like bossing people around, sorry babe.... lol.
-The worlds greatest place to shop is second hand clothing stores my favorite in the world.
-I have an obsession with Rompers & Floral print!
-I'm an only child and I'm very spoiled.
-I look and act like a girly girl!!! My looks are so different from my personality :) So you get the best of both worlds.
-My temper is on a very short fuse. =X
-One day I'd like to be a teacher for preschoolers.
-I dislike girls who label themselves bitches, dime-pieces, etc. SICKENING!
-I'll get a tattoo saying "Nothings ever a mistake, Always a LESSON!"
-I collect sunglasses and watches...
-I love living on Hawaii because of the diversity.
-I hate people who are racist, I really hate when people mention God's name in vain, along with close minded people whom bashes the word Gay. exp: "We didn't get to go out tonight, thats so fucking gay" use something else like lame or shitty but not gay! >:/
-I'm straight & I LOVE guys!
-I spend more than 12 hours a day on my computer...


Its day 5 of the new year, I keep updating my blogger like crazy.
Idk why but I just can't help it.
I feel so excited and I'm looking so forward to this new year!
I want to update everyday just so I could look back at my blogs at the end of the year and be like wow, I've accomplished so much and experienced this and that :)
But one things for certain I'm in love with 2010 so far.
I haven't really done anything but I feel a change coming right around the corner.
& A breath of fresh air or a brand new start is keeping me motivated to turn my life around :D
To make 2010 MY YEAR!
So I finally need to get up off of my ass and leave the break that I've been on for 2 years now
& Go back to school along with getting a full time job -Main goals as of right now.
But really this year is making feel like experiencing so many new things in life.
I want to do as much as I can before its to late. I want to look back on my life and be like I've done this and this and this rather then I spent my whole life living off of my mom and being a couch potato lol. So this is the year where I need to start taking a step into the real world on my own!

in conclusion...
I LOVE YOU 2010, so far.

Monday, January 4, 2010

Reminder for myself;

New Years Resolution broken down

Goal 1: Get my GED
-Assessment Test Registration: December 29 - January 12th, 2010
-Assessment Test: January 12, 2010 5:00pm
-Classes: January 25th, 2010 - April 26th, 2010 (Mondays & Wednesday) 6:30pm-9:00pm
I need to get this done with ASAP!

Goal 2: 365days Project
-Take a picture everyday for one whole year
-Write on here every single day.

Goal 3: Take a photo of myself every Fridays

Goal 4: ENROLL for SUMMER classes @ LCC


Spring 2010 Fashion Trends:

A quick list for your lovely ladies,

Spring 2010:
-Hot Pants/Boyshorts
-Over the Knee high socks
-Military/Tribal inspired
-High Dress Splits
Patterned & Printed pants
-Jumpsuits and Rompers
-See trough and sheer fabrics
-Boyfriend Blazers
-Ripped & Patched Jeans

Hairstyles for 2010:
-Plaited & Braided Hair
-Long waved hair
-Long, 1970's inspired hair
-Slicked hairstyles
-Dandy cum Mad Men for women
-Two top knots
-Up-do hair twists

Haircolors for 2010:
-Peroxide blond
-Golden blond
-Red hair
-Bleached eyebrows

from my favorite source: http://www.fashionising.com/<3

Sunday, January 3, 2010

365 new days.

So I wanted to do this like take a picture everyday type of thing but for some reason I didn't get around to it, so instead of it being 365 days... it'll be 362 because I'll start now :P
So a picture a day will keep the doctor away, bye <3

P.S. Happy New Year!

Friday, January 1, 2010


Happy New Years :)

I'ma going to have some fun with you this year!