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MOVED TO TUMBLR

2010-03-30T22:30:00.003-10:00

http://teebagtiff.tumblr.com/

come & follow me!!! (: I follow for follow <3

Oh and I'll still be posting on here from time to time though :)
& don't forget about my 2nd blog on here http://project365x.blogspot.com/

FOLLOWWWWW loves thanks!

Peak @ my cock (; JK!

2010-03-30T22:28:00.001-10:00

Why?

2010-03-05T22:04:00.001-10:00

I've never thought I could feel this much pain in my life, again. Not even the first time when I've experienced something like this that made me want to curl up into a ball and thoughts of not wanting to be here anymore crossed my mind. But this time, this time is very different. Its much worse. I guess because he's made me feel worse then any of the others.

I mean I've felt something like this before where I could feel a numbing feeling run down my arm whenever my heart hurt because I was feeling hurt. But other than that I never thought that this feeling would come around again. I never thought that YOU of all people in my life could cause me this pain.

I'll openly and honestly will admit that the things that I've done and do to you are extremly fucked up and I guess that this is my "karma (which I still think is bullshit)" for doing all of these things to you. But when your purposely trying to cause me this pain it hurts a million times more. You knowing the things that your doing to me and you wanting to do every single thing knowing you'd hurt me INTENTIONALLY is something I DON'T deserve! No matter what I've done to you, the way you've been treating me is something I shouldn't nor anyone else should feel or hear.

I didn't know how bad my relationship has gotten. I've always thought that we're good great. But now, with eyes wide open? I can finally see that were not. I can finally see the person you really are. I've been fooled and it hurts like fucking hell! But for me at least I've always shown my true colors, since day one YOU KNEW PERFECTLY THE TYPE OF PERSON THAT I AM. You knew who I was and where I was coming from. You knew my life story, you knew the things I've dealt with daily and you truly knew me for who I was because I've NEVER acted or put up a front with you. I've let my true being, my true self show in-front of you because I knew that I love'd you enough to do that and you took advantage of that. You took advantage of my love. I know how much I love you. I KNOW what love is, but you on the other hand, I don't think you've found it yet. Your telling your self maybe forcing yourself to believe that you love me. But your actions everything that you've done for me has told me otherwise.

After almost 3 years it took me to figure out that maybe your not right for me. That I actually don't know who you are. I don't know you anymore or maybe I've never did actually known who you really are. But if the person and the things you say/are now is the true you, I don't know you and if this is the person that you've been the whole time I guess I've NEVER known you. Its funny how someone can still seem like a stranger to you even after knowing them for so long. Thing is sometimes, if you truly think about it maybe that person has always been a stranger to you because they've been putting up a mask or you've been placing that mask on the person. Reason why after a hard break up you eventually become strangers to one another is because just maybe you've always been strangers to begin with.

Honestly I don't really care what everyone will think about our relationship. I'm not putting him on blast and trying to point out all of his flaws on purpose, Its just that it bothers me a lot and its gotten to a point where I can't turn back anymore and just get over the pain thats been building up over time.

Because you can't even listen to me anymore:

I've brought up a lot of things to you about our relationship and many times I've tried to talk to you about whats going wrong with us. Why its been heading downwards. But yet you've pushed away & your blaming ME for it all! Its not just even somethings that your saying its EVERYTHING. Even I don't do that because I know that I am wrong and I have done things that

Your mad at me for many reasons because you've built up all thing anger inside from not talking to be about it. But you really mad at me for finally getting my sh*t together (out of all things?) - saying that I'm making myself seem better than you? Your mad at me for FINALLY getting a job? When you use to constantly tell me to get off my ass and get a job. Sure its not a real job because I'm just temporary but at least I'm doing something, at least I'm trying. At least I got off my ass and I'm getting paid. Isn't it s job if your getting paid. If your working under others, no matter the circumstances or how long it is for, isn't it still considered a job? Last time I checked, it was. Plus the reasons why I even want to work sometimes is for you! You and my mom! I wanted to treat you with everything that you've done for me, everything you've bought me and spoiled me with I wanted to do the same for you. I am never a selfish person when it comes to money and you know for a fact that its true. I love to spoil you when I get the chance whenever I get money it goes for you. But you have to put me down telling me that its not a real job and I should still stop being lazy and get a job. Fuck can't you just allow me to take baby steps and actually find a job that I'm in love with & I can't believe the way your putting me down. I'm already crying my eyes out to you but your still telling me such negative shit to make me feel even lower about myself. Even when I'm bluntly asking for you to notice what your doing, if when I directly state what I'm feeling and how the things that your saying is hurting me you still do it. I even tell you how your putting me down is hurting me but you still didn't stop you continued to talk down on me. You said that I'm making myself seem better than you because I have a job now and you don't. But think about the way you've been making me feel about not having a job, every single time you've told me to go out and look for one. Why I'm not going anything with my life and you still can't put yourself in my shoes for once?

Mermaid Green :)

2010-01-29T12:11:00.003-10:00

Before I left for school on Wednesday. :)

I had a blast @ School

2010-01-25T22:05:00.002-10:00

Yeah at first I was scared shit-less and nervous as hell going on to campus!
I felt so lost & I didn't know where to go >_<
There were tons of people but I was so shame to ask where the hell to go.
I mean I was in the right spot BUT didn't see the list that they've posted up to check!
Haha hot dayummm at least I seen someone I knew and followed her around & the best chances were that we're in the same class! YESSSS.
Lol
But my teacher is hellah cool & very chill she is NOT a real teacher she said but has had 5 years of teaching GED as a part time job! WOW I really like her.

& She made us do this small exercise with a partner we had to introduce our partner which I felt so uncomfortable doing so lmfao. I actually got tongue tied a bit.
Haha but still like usual I faze out during class and still do a get a little lost whenever I get distracted bwahaha.

ALL IN ALL I'M FALLING IN LOVE WITH SCHOOL ALL OVER AGAIN! ;D

School & I'm scared

2010-01-25T15:53:00.000-10:00

Its in a bit, I'm feeling pretty nervous again -___-*.
But tonight is the first night of class.
Wish me luck & I hope that I feel like going back by the end of it. <3
HAH!

Love Long Distance -Gossip (;

2010-01-25T10:24:00.000-10:00

Pink smokey eye.

2010-01-24T21:56:00.003-10:00

The Lighting was kinda shitty in here but,
-Products:
NYX White eyeshadow (Inner Corner & Brow bone)
NYX Golden Pink Chrome eyeshadow (Lids)
NYX Canary Chrome eyeshadow (Above the Lid below the brow)
NYX Dark Brown (Crease)
NYX Black (Outer Eyelid corner)

:)

woooohoooo

2010-01-21T14:48:00.003-10:00

I'm cleaning up my room, this bleach for my floors are getting to me I think? Lol.
I have a case of OCD I think because everything has to be organized all of the time.
Everything has to be cleaned and dust free & everything needs to be in its place.
Idk if its just me who is like that but hey its somewhat a good thing I think?
Lol. I need more ideas for my 365 project & even if no one is following me, I'll still post it up for the hell of it :)
Its for me and its a rememberence of my life and how its changing over the year and
I shouldn't let the fact that I have NO followers on my project365 blog which is...
project365x.blogspot.com btw lol. I'm not going to give up on posting and keeping my new years resolution! ^_^.

Well I need to get back to cleaning -I'll update later, I'm thinking about doing a makeup look later on tonight, so yep :)

So lame

2010-01-20T15:02:00.002-10:00

No one's following me on my other link -____- ugh maybe I should just stick to posting my photos on here instead. Idk whatevers. I woke up on the crappy side of the bed today.
I'm not feeling like myself at all today.
Hm... I think I want to do my makeup today and take some pictures of myself.
I need a new default for my facebook I guess lol.
Today is going to be another random and boring day.
I want to go and buy some makeup...
Lately I've been REALLY into makeup -__-
I mean I've always loved makeup but just lately a spark in me has just been wanting to put on makeup a lot and do tons of photoshoots.
Blah.
But Idk :) I'll update more later hehe. Byeee

<3

2010-01-19T10:33:00.001-10:00

FOLLOW PLEASE!

2010-01-18T22:22:00.000-10:00

http://project365x.blogspot.com/

:) My 365days project!

Photoshop

2010-01-18T00:28:00.002-10:00

I just finished downloading it and I have yet to start using it! <3

Oh man.

2010-01-17T11:33:00.000-10:00

Today was just another boring & average day nothing really to write about.
Kinda sad & boring knowing the fact that I didn't go anywhere or do anything really productive at all today makes me feel kind of bummed.
Ah I guess its alright we have to have days for ourselves to take a breather from our everyday hectic living schedule and just relax from time to time and I guess today was just my day! :D

Sorry nothing really intresting to write about.
Or update with pictures...

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2010-01-16T23:45:00.000-10:00

I colored my

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FUZZ!
No, I'm just playing I colored my hair today.
Its now a dark chocolate color - veryyyy dark ^_^
I keep passing by my hallway mirror having to take a second glance but I'm slowly getting use to it once again.
LOL Its so silly. But I'm very much content, so far... ha!

Well I colored my hair right before we went out, & I had about 2 hours to get ready >_>
It was such a good good good & chill night.
Didn't drink so much but what I did drink gave me a really good but temporary buzz.
But Vanessa was so silly tonight lol.

What a good night - & All because my boyfriend is the best-est.

Goodwill

2010-01-15T10:10:00.000-10:00

Round 2 :D
I went over to Goodwill again.
But this time to the store in Pearl City.
Wow its huge lol!
I had such a great time there although I know that my boy-friend didn't really enjoy it so much I KNOW I had the time of my life (; lol.

There were so many things that I wanted to buy but didn't really want to spend much especially since it wasn't my money lol.
I decided to just get me some wear for spring time!.. .I wanna be ready for once the cold fades away!
I bought me some pairs of shorts & high wasited skits.
More skirts and a jumper/short type of thing.
& a couple of blouses, its kind of funny because most of the items I purchased were brands like Charlotte Russe but instead of buying things for reg. price I only got most of my items for like 3 dollars the most. They were also having a buy 2 get one half off deal so I got some items WAYYYY cheaper than I expected ^_^
I didn't even reach my 40 dollar limit I was so happy because I scored big time & was able to bring home so much for so little!
Its so great shopping @ 2nd hand stores :)
Everyone should start trying it especially now that the economy is so tough you'll save a lot of money! ^_^
Oh and I forgot to mention I bought the cutest H&M high wasted skirt from there for just 4 dollars! ^_^ My favorite thing out of today's shopping experience :D
and it was all made possible thanks to my boyfriend (;

We also went over to KuruKuru & ate some sushi >_<
Forreals Kanak Attack.
But that was pretty much my day :D & I had a really great time!

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2010-01-14T20:36:00.000-10:00

I haven't been

2010-01-14T20:29:00.002-10:00

Keeping my new years resolution up lol.
I'm soooo slacking with project 365, ah its alright...
Well I didn't do anything intresting at all today, it was such a cold and windy day.
It made me just want to stay under the covers all day and relax.
Plus I need a break anyways because I've been busy this whole week & I'll probably end up being busy this whole weekend ^_^
The plans for this weekend well things I want to get done with is
-Go shopping at GoodWill! (Tomorrow's plans)
-Go to Pali Lookout (Saturdays plans)
-& Go star gazing ^_^ (^^)

I really hope we can get this down hehe.
Oh and the Job Fair wasn't so bad I kind of felt a little out of my element.
I didn't really find any of the jobs intresting besides the receptionist positions.
& I learned that you don't need to go to school and major in accounting to become a bank teller! I sooo wouldn't mind working as a bank teller but then again their is always that fear factor, what if we get robbed? 0_o lol.

Maybe I'll give it a shot since theirs like ton's of bank near to where I live!
Wish me luck on that. Hehe

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2010-01-13T19:04:00.001-10:00

'My desktop'

Another quick one...

2010-01-13T08:19:00.002-10:00

I still haven't posted anything for project365, lol.
Anywhooooo, I'm going to a Job Fair today - Hopefully there's jobs there that I'd be interested in...
& Hopefully I get hired at something... HA!

I think I

2010-01-12T20:14:00.001-10:00

totally bombed my test -___- LOL.
I know I passed my reading section perfectly! But for the math section its another story...
AHHHHHH! I'm closer to my GED woooohoo!!! :P

A quick one

2010-01-12T15:56:00.002-10:00

Before I'm off to school to take my assesment test...
I'm nervous I hope I do good and get placed in a high class.
If not I'll be so bummed ):
I need something to calm my nerves lmfao.
Ack* I'm just waiting around for my boy-friend & mom to get home.
My boy-friends gonna drop me off.
Its an hour test -_____- I hate being in class lol.
I haven't been to class in 3-4 years 0_o....
omg, hmmmm....

Oh & I need to post up photos lol.
I think that I'm going to bring my camera today and go take photos somewhere.
So wish me luck<3

I'm so excited

2010-01-11T11:32:00.002-10:00

for tomorrow...
Although its only my assessment test I feel one step closer to getting my GED or Diploma!!!
:) I feel so proud of myself for not being lazy this year and actually going out and trying to get what I want. I feel like a new person! I haven't been laying down all day - I've been up and out going to places & also cleaning up feeling productive on each and every single day!

I'ma go getter!

What a gloomy day

2010-01-10T14:58:00.002-10:00

Nothings better than the sun hiding behind the clouds and being in bed while its raining, its the best feeling in my world. <3

:) 009.

2010-01-09T17:14:00.002-10:00

"I did a little photoshop today"

Oh no I'm slacking?

2010-01-09T11:25:00.002-10:00

Again! 0_o
Naw I'll keep up with my posts hehe.
I need more practice with my camera, & I need to understand it more.
I wish they had photography classes where I live but they dont );
Its okay... hehe
So last my day has just started and so far its been a good one :D
I woke up next to my boy-friend on the most comfortable bed what more could I ask for?
Lol. Now my boy-friends off to pancake house to get me some waffles with whip cream ummm umm umm!
Lol Were gonna go fishing later @ Ko'olina hopefully!
I lovvvvve fishing ouuu another random facts!*

Oh and okay I've uploaded some pictures again hehe... if you guys didn't notice I cheat the system of blogging and change my dates :P But its still all good. Hehe.

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2010-01-08T11:57:00.001-10:00

New bed for the New Year

2010-01-08T01:33:00.003-10:00

I didn't get to publish any post's yesterday but I had good reason in doing so!
I didn't want to just write a small one liner because I was super busy.
& It was the good kind of busy ^_^ Productive!
Basically I got my new bed yesterday!!!
I'm so happy & it'll be my first night sleeping in it and I have yet to get in it, right now haha...
Well anyways I was basically busy the whole day yesterday I swept and mopped my whole room, re-arranged EVERYTHING and waited for the mattress people to drop my bed off :) Then I had to set it up which was a bit confusing? HA! After I pretty much left with my mom to go to Ross & buy the new bed sheets OMFG I absolutely LOVE the way my bed & room looks like & I can't be any happier with it although theirs so much more left to do its making me more ecstatic. ^_^

Btw I DID take a photo yesterday for my 352 days >_< lol...
I just didn't get a chance to post it up - reason? My mom has been on her laptop all day & my computer has no editing system ): Boo* I'll wait for sometime later today to post it up!
Oh & I'm going back to my old highschool tomorrow from which I dropped out of...
-____- Ack* I'm so not in the mood to see any hormonal and immature teenagers. LOL

Well its time to hit the sheets. If I'm still not able to get a good nights rest on this bed then just send me off to sleep on a bed of nails... :)

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2010-01-07T12:16:00.002-10:00

2 years & a half...

2010-01-07T01:47:00.001-10:00

It wasn't anything special - In fact I didn't even get to see my boy-friend today.
NICEEEEEEEEE.........

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2010-01-06T23:50:00.001-10:00

Surreal Art :)

2010-01-06T23:17:00.002-10:00

Is my first love, & I know you guys must be wondering wtf is that?
Well Google it.... :P and yep I know I'm crazy for being in to these kinds of things but
I can't help it I'm so intrigued by its uniqueness!

Here are my main 3 favorite artist!:

Brian Viveros - Octopussy

MARK RYDEN - The Girl in a Fur Skirt

Kathleen Olivas

This is pretty much of an idea & they have taken my heart away :D

Where has time gone?

2010-01-06T01:25:00.004-10:00

Time is just flying by, it makes me kinda sad to see how life changes in an instant...
Once you blink its like another min. of your life is pretty much gone.
The most sicking and saddest part about life and time is that no matter how hard you try you can't take that time back. Its 1:32am right now and thinking about not being able to get 1:31am back kinda freaks me out... but I'd always rather just have a minute forward than a minute back.

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2010-01-05T23:01:00.000-10:00

"You light up my life"

Fact Fact Fact

2010-01-05T00:59:00.004-10:00

A lot of people might not know it but;

-The only music I love listening to is alternative, & screamo music.
-Some days I just feel like blasting up the radio and start headbanging.
-I love dark clothes and colors. Dark Red is smexyyy!
-I'm extremly obsessed with Tim Burton flicks <3!
-I'm very closed up when it comes to friends but it doesn't mean I don't like kick'n it.
-I basically became a loner when I dropped out of highschool my freshmen year
-I have a VERY loud mouth & when I'm happy or enjoying myself I really Laugh Out Loud.
-I don't hold back anything that I'm feeling, I'll tell you what I'm feeling & how it is!
-I suffer from being Bi-Polar & its sad but life goes on :)
-I'm usually the most happiest & friendlyest person u'll ever meet in your lifetime but chances of me being your long term friend would most likely NEVER happen.
-I keep things to myself you'll usually will never be able to figure me out.
-I have on a new mask everyday, its always a different personality that comes trough.
-My self esteem is VERY high I love being me I might not have the looks but I carry and represent my self real WELL!
-I have a minor case of OCD. Everything needs to be perfect and in order.
-I like bossing people around, sorry babe.... lol.
-The worlds greatest place to shop is second hand clothing stores my favorite in the world.
-I have an obsession with Rompers & Floral print!
-I'm an only child and I'm very spoiled.
-I look and act like a girly girl!!! My looks are so different from my personality :) So you get the best of both worlds.
-My temper is on a very short fuse. =X
-One day I'd like to be a teacher for preschoolers.
-I dislike girls who label themselves bitches, dime-pieces, etc. SICKENING!
-I'll get a tattoo saying "Nothings ever a mistake, Always a LESSON!"
-I collect sunglasses and watches...
-I love living on Hawaii because of the diversity.
-I hate people who are racist, I really hate when people mention God's name in vain, along with close minded people whom bashes the word Gay. exp: "We didn't get to go out tonight, thats so fucking gay" use something else like lame or shitty but not gay! >:/
-I'm straight & I LOVE guys!
-I spend more than 12 hours a day on my computer...

STOP!

2010-01-05T00:28:00.004-10:00

Its day 5 of the new year, I keep updating my blogger like crazy.
Idk why but I just can't help it.
I feel so excited and I'm looking so forward to this new year!
I want to update everyday just so I could look back at my blogs at the end of the year and be like wow, I've accomplished so much and experienced this and that :)
But one things for certain I'm in love with 2010 so far.
I haven't really done anything but I feel a change coming right around the corner.
& A breath of fresh air or a brand new start is keeping me motivated to turn my life around :D
To make 2010 MY YEAR!
So I finally need to get up off of my ass and leave the break that I've been on for 2 years now
& Go back to school along with getting a full time job -Main goals as of right now.
But really this year is making feel like experiencing so many new things in life.
I want to do as much as I can before its to late. I want to look back on my life and be like I've done this and this and this rather then I spent my whole life living off of my mom and being a couch potato lol. So this is the year where I need to start taking a step into the real world on my own!

in conclusion...
I LOVE YOU 2010, so far.

Reminder for myself;

2010-01-04T20:51:00.004-10:00

New Years Resolution broken down

Goal 1: Get my GED
-Assessment Test Registration: December 29 - January 12th, 2010
-Assessment Test: January 12, 2010 5:00pm
-Classes: January 25th, 2010 - April 26th, 2010 (Mondays & Wednesday) 6:30pm-9:00pm
I need to get this done with ASAP!

Goal 2: 365days Project
-Take a picture everyday for one whole year
-Write on here every single day.

Goal 3: Take a photo of myself every Fridays

Goal 4: ENROLL for SUMMER classes @ LCC

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2010-01-04T14:41:00.000-10:00

Spring 2010 Fashion Trends:

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A quick list for your lovely ladies,

Spring 2010:
-Hot Pants/Boyshorts
-Over the Knee high socks
-Military/Tribal inspired
-High Dress Splits
-Patterned & Printed pants
-Jumpsuits and Rompers
-See trough and sheer fabrics
-Sportswear
-Boyfriend Blazers
-Ripped & Patched Jeans

Hairstyles for 2010:
-Plaited & Braided Hair
-Long waved hair
-Long, 1970's inspired hair
-Slicked hairstyles
-Dandy cum Mad Men for women
-Chignon
-Two top knots
-Up-do hair twists

Haircolors for 2010:
-Peroxide blond
-Golden blond
-Red hair
-Bleached eyebrows

from my favorite source: http://www.fashionising.com/<3

365 new days.

2010-01-03T21:34:00.001-10:00

So I wanted to do this like take a picture everyday type of thing but for some reason I didn't get around to it, so instead of it being 365 days... it'll be 362 because I'll start now :P
So a picture a day will keep the doctor away, bye <3

P.S. Happy New Year!

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2010-01-01T01:15:00.000-10:00

Happy New Years :)

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WELCOME 2010 :D
I'ma going to have some fun with you this year!

2009

2009-12-31T21:59:00.002-10:00

2009: In the Beginning

Where did you bring in the New Year? Palolo Valley with my boy-friends family.
Who were you with? The boy-friend, his family, & their friends.
Did you kiss anyone at midnight? Alvin :D
Did you make any resolutions? Not that year sadly :(

2009: Your Love Life
Did you break up with anyone? No, still together till this day :D
Did you get anything for Valentine’s day? A box of chocolates & a card. Sweet*
Did you meet anyone special? LOL no sadly, they're all the same ^_^
Did you fall in love? Been in love.

2009: Friends and Enemies
Did you meet any new friends this year? No... lol
Did any of your friendships end? No, :)
Did you dislike anyone? After what happend, Yes.
Did you make any new enemies? No same'ol ones lol.
Did you resolve any fights? Stayed out of the drama for once....
Who was your closest friend? Christian -B.
Who did you grow apart from?Somewhat It was for the better :)
Do you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships? Not at all.

2009: Your BIRTHDAY
Did you have a cake? Yes I had two, from my boy-friend & mom.
What did you do for your birthday? MAX'S restaurant, Drinking @ D&B, then Waikiki Strip.
Did you have a party? Just a dinner.

Did you get any presents? Boy-friend spoils me <3
If so what was the best thing you got? Love

2009: All about YOU
Did you change at all this year? I closed up a lot more.
Did you dye your hair? Most certainly
Did you get your hair cut? Layerd it more...
Did you change your style? At the ending of the year.
Were you in school? Naw :(
Did you get good grades? N/A
Did you have a job? NO! 0_o
Did you own a car? Nope :(
Did anyone close to you gave birth? Tons of um lol.
Did you move at all? No
Did you go on any vacations? Maui :D
Would you change anything about yourself now? My hair & my laziness!

2009: Wrap Up.
Is 2009 a good year? It went by real quick.

Did 2009 bring any new insights? Nothing is ever a mistake always a lesson.
Do you think 2010 will top 2009? I'm sure of it!

Here I come

2009-12-30T02:18:00.000-10:00

READY OR NOT.

Happy Holidays <3

2009-12-24T11:29:00.000-10:00

Thrifter Galore,

2009-12-23T23:20:00.000-10:00

Went to Goodwill today & got ton's of item's.
I'm so proud of myself!
I scored big time :D
I'm in dire need to post the items that I bought today - its so Spring 2010 lol.

Stay tuned no channel surfing (;

So, I'd like to try something new

2009-12-23T02:21:00.001-10:00

1. Put my camera into good use, work it until it completely falls off its limbs.
2. Update my blog more than 1x a day.
3. Become more organized with my daily life especially keeping up w/ dirty clothes.
4. BE Proactive/Productive.
5. Become well aware of my true self and get to know who I am.
6. Stay true to myself and not let anyone ruin/destroy my day.
7. Try to at least go Thrift shopping every week.
8. Get along with my boy-friend for at least a month no arguments.
9. Get a Job and keep it for more than a year.
10. Stay humble
11. Don't ever go along with the IN thing.
12. Set your mind to saving for something BIG & buying it by the end of year '2010.
13. Be good to my mother: Respect her & give her unconditional love.
14. Always set high standards for myself.
15. Never go below them.
16. Try to at least use half the amount of make-up than I did this year in '09
17. Grow out my hair for a whole year.
18. Get a new tattoo with deep meaning or something close to me.
19. Have less arguments and stop cussing completely.
20. Sobriety & Be a non-smoker!

There is so many other important things I want to do
- or become better at in the year 2thousand10 :)

& So many other things I've probably forgot to list... <3

Goodbye black,

2009-11-18T23:08:00.000-10:00

We'll see how much longer I'll be able to keep up with my new hair color/cut.
Actually semi-new, its the same'ol coloring that I do all of the time besides having black hair.
But what ever's this is the ONLY color that I'd prefer rather than black :)
Reason why I wanted to color my hair is because the hair color that I'm always using goes in the stores for about 12.99 but I got it at the Navy Exchange for 6.99 ^___^
I scored BIG time, so thought popped in my head! Time for a change.

Anyways its near the holidays! :) I can't wait for Thanksgiving, Christmas, & New Years.
The triple threat or "Treat" I like to sayyyy. LOL!

Also my boy-friends 21st birthday is coming up within less than 2 years & I'm not so ecstatic about it like I was last year. For some odd reason I'm in NO mood to celebrate any birthday's besides my own which seems so selfish but my mind is crazy blank. I have no idea's left as in what to get my bf for his birthday ;/ Urgh. Maybe I'll just take him out for some drinks & get his totally trashed.

Twitter: http://twitter.com/BarbieVomit

<3

I'm back (;

2009-10-14T09:29:00.000-10:00

Random Adobe-ness

2009-04-22T18:59:00.000-10:00

Got bored, played around with photo shop today :P

Before:

After:

Not much of a difference but ah whatevers lmfao.
LMK :)
-Teebag

Kid Cudi in Hawaii! :)

2009-04-06T20:46:00.001-10:00

Got that right, me and the boyfriend met him at Leilow - April 3rd, 2009
He was such a sweetheart! :P
Sorry so late for this blog but I was at my cousin's house and she didn't have a computer XP
I would've posted sooner because I was soooo excited but yeah,

My boy-friend and Kid "day&night" Cudi ROFL!

Sadly only the boyfriend took a picture with him because I was too shy to ask for one so I took their picture of them together on my b-f's camera phone insted haha.
We was tripping out!!! :)

But he's such a nice guy forreals lmfao
I think we were the only people who reconized him in the store besides the worker there lol.
At least I got a hug ^_____^

Alrights peoples comments lates.
-Tiffany

Fish tank :)

2009-03-31T22:54:00.000-10:00

So here are some pictures of MY fish tank, its nothing pretty like the one I did at my boy-friends place. But It's alright afterall its not really fully done yet.
I need to paint the b-g cause I think it looks ugly with those you know FAKE picture background haha.
we were laughing because at my boy-friends house he has the most girlyest fish tank ever and here at my house I have such a boyish tank.
But really it doesn't matter :P
So yeeeep pretty much.

I wasn't able to take good pictures of my gouramis :(
They were just to quick fo' my ass haha.

Oh and so I watched some parts of the bad girls reunion.
Bummed that I wasn't able to watch it till the end because my mom was using the TV to watch her korean drama -________-
But for the parts that I did see
Like when PEREZ was bashing on ALEYAH, I WAS HOOKED.
Can't wait to watch the re-run of the reunion.
^_______________^ so catty, I love it.
Can't wait for next seasons hope they're kick ass as these past two.
First season was ass compared to this.
:P

Gonna go play Wii goodnight yall
-Tiffany

Keep on going.

2009-03-25T23:31:00.000-10:00

I want everything the world has to offer
But I'm always missing out on the opportunity
-I never take anything to seriously.

DAY 6 :)

What is blacker, then BLACK?

2009-03-19T10:02:00.000-10:00

MY LUNGS!

Well NO, I hope not? :(

I'm so done with it.
Forreals this time, COLD TURKEY.
Not just for myself but for other people around me
Especially my boy-friend who is a NON-SMOKER.

KRISKEE VVVVV:

But I fucking LOVE this picture. ^^!

Lets do math for all you smokers.
1 pack everyday- $5.50
For 7 days a week -$38.50
For 4 weeks-$154.00
For 12 months -$1848.00
GAHHHHHHHHHHHHH*

WASTE OF MONEY AND TIME.

So after 4 years -Day 1 of NO smoking.
Its March 18, 2009 10:38am and I AM DONE :)

-TeebagTiff MAHALO

Thanks Twisted Elegance!!! :)

2009-03-12T09:34:00.001-10:00

I GOT NOMINATED ^________^
Thanks thanks thanks to Ms. Twisted Elegance! :D
http://skullsandpinkbows.blogspot.com/
^^^VISIT&FOLLOW PLEASE^^^

I'm not sure how this all works but pft I'll just post this up! :P HAHA

Okay so here are the rules :D
Now here are the rules:
1.When you receive this award, show that you're happy to the giver.
2.Nominate at least 5 blogs, that you think rocks.
3.Let them know about award in their post.
4.Now blog like you've never blogged before

My nominees! MEOOOOW:

1.-FIRSTLADYSTHEMOVEMENT! (gotta represent)
http://firstladythemovement.blogspot.com/

2.-2bitchezdeep
http://2bitchezdeep.blogspot.com/

3.-Tasteless Diamonds
http://tastelessdiamonds.blogspot.com/

4.-NELLZ
http://nellz519.blogspot.com/

5.-MochaMouse
http://mochamouse.blogspot.com/

I just wish that I could have re-nominated Twisted Elegance cause her blogs are one that I follow mostly everyday :) Wells thanks anyways girl!

Okay now all yall do that same alright?!
:)
-TeebagTiff

Kat Von D???

2009-03-09T14:27:00.000-10:00

LOL Got bored, everyone says that I look like her therefore it led me to do this...
ENJOY :) Will do a tutorial soon, just like for everything else that I need to do hah.

YAY!

&&&& walah

Okay peace :)
-TeebagTiff

So over with MEOW'S here comes the RAWR!

2009-02-22T22:17:00.000-10:00

Here kitty kitty!

So here's a more detailed look.
I know it looks so awkward the ways my nails look haha its cause I distorted it up a bit while resizing cropping etc. >_< No my nails ain't abnormal or staight outta the circus :) But enjoy it (;

Hit me up if you want me to show you details on how to do it.

-BTW thinking about coloring the hair back to jet black?!
My hairs faded to a med. brown color and ain't matching with my extensions no more haha.
I use extensions for volume not for length for now because my hair grew out and met up with the existing length of the extensions haha,
Waiting on some money from my tax returns haha (; so I could get me more extentions cause I love um! Maybe so 24"s? :P

But should I? My mom's recently colored her hair back to black!
She's has LIGHT hair ever since I could remember!
I CAN'T even recall seeing her with black hair in my whole life (wells besides pictures).

This is how she looks. I KNOW WE LOOK ALIKE (; hahah

Before:

AFTER!:

-I give my mother props for looking as good as she does for almost a 50 year old (;
LOVE YOU MA'.

Okay git at me bloggers,
Au Revoir' ♥Tiffany/TeebagTiff

SO NAILS! >_<

2009-02-10T00:00:00.000-10:00

LOL I hate that saying wtf does that even mean?
That you looked hammered? LMFAO!

Well whatever, did my nails
-Got bored, did it right quick.
Got some Neon Colors going yeeee.

&&& Also did it with acrylic so it'll last for a while and another thing I usually have stubs for finger nails because I tend to bite them. As much as as I wish I didn't need to use acrylic nails, I JUST CAN'T RESIST THE URGE! Lmfao.

:) Enjoy.

Upclose ^___^ messy messy,

& Bonus:

Me and the boyfriends fishy tank :) -Taken with a Finepix!
(I KNOW SO GIRLY OF ME!) LOL
Its actually in HIS room at HIS house, not mine ah-hahaha

Well goodnight everyone :D Off to bed.

1 year & 7 months

2009-02-06T23:36:00.000-10:00

+5 more months till the 2 years and ETERNITY till FOREVER :)

Happy "OURDAY" baby!

& Thanks for the Chocolate Strawberries w/Sour Cream & Brown Sugar. MmmMmm Lmfao.

George White Melville

2009-02-03T09:12:00.000-10:00

"We always believe our first love is our last
and out last love our first."

Blondie '05

2009-01-28T11:06:00.001-10:00

Helluah back in the day! :)
Yeeeeeee-Yeeee Should I go back to this?
Nawwwww maybe not?! LMK haha.
-TbagTiff

:O Cool Grey's

2009-01-21T19:41:00.000-10:00

SPIZIKES

Yep yep :) Got my pair, got yours? Lmfao.
I know this shoe has been out for a while now, but pfft.
Just had to post it up.

I've only worn them once since I got um, trying keep um in a good condition.
:D Me and my best got a pair. Dayum not like he be using his lol.
Those shoes up there are 8 1/2 for mens, its like half an inch bigger than what I really fit but all in all...
HELLAH GOOD!!! :) Go get one,

I lovvvve me some spizikes, yeee yay LOL!

& All thanks to my boy-friend cause he know how we do (;
<3333 I love that guy.

I've been TAGGED :)

2008-12-11T12:23:00.000-10:00

I've been tagged by..... NELLZ http://nellz519.blogspot.com/ visit and follow her please :)

Nellz said...
you look great in ur pics!!!
and TAG your it!

Directions: once you’ve been tagged, you have to write
a blog with sixteen random things, facts, habits or
goals about you. at the end choose ten people to be tagged,
listing their names and why you chose them. don’t forget to
leave them a comment (“you’re it”) and to read your blog.
you can’t tag the person who tagged you.

Okay,
1. I'm sorta Bi-Polar, I took a test using one of these magazines and noticed that I was Bi-Polar.
But I'm not that sure if its actually true? Because I haven't seen like someone who actually solves all of that :P Haha so I think I'm Bi-Polar? Sure, I guess.

2. I bite my nails constantly, & sometimes I don't even notice that I'm doing it.
I usually bite my nails to get on my husbands nerves lmfao. The clicking sound really Pisses him Off! :D I've been trying to quit but that's been with me forever, I don't even know how I picked it up. -____- & Thats why most of the time I'm using some artificails.

3. I dropped out of school during my Freshmen year of High School,
Started ditching school during 8th grade. Almost flunked 8th grade because of all the cutting but I took summer school, then I flunked my freshmen year 2x HAHA! (But I wouldn't know I wasn't in school)
Now I have my diploma c/o BFHS 2007 :)

4. Im "self-taught" when it comes to anything dealing with beauty,
I basically can do ANYTHING just by looking at a picture or usuing my imagination.
I cut/style hair. I can color any head in unique colors. -I do cornrolls (but at a really slow pace LMFAO!), ANY type of extention... I do it all.
I play around with make-up A LOT like everyday.
But my number one love with always been hair, I started cutting hair during the 8th grade...
basically so far 5years? :) I still need a job,....

5. I'm am the only child my mothers ever had! :P & I'm raised by a single widowed mother.

6. My daddy past away when I was 2 years old, I wished every night when I was little just to meet him & remember him.

7. I live on the island of Hawaii, Oahu... basically on the ghetto side of Oahu ^_^ lol.
The place where you basically NEVER see tourists hahaha...

8. The first time I seen my husband was at Kam shopping center LOL, he was chillen with his boys which were friends with my good girl-friend. His "boys" asked for my number first, but he was the only one that caught my eye ;D & I couldn't stop looking at haha.

9. When I was younger I NEVER drank coffie, so that probably explains why I'm tall? 5'7".5 haha
Dam I use to hate being tall now its okay because I found a guy who's taller than me and is the PERFECT height (; if you know hwat I mean.

10. I'm so loud, & sometimes irritating.
But I'm just that good friend kind of girl who will ALWAYS make you laugh, especially when your down... I'm just really silly.

11. I trust NO CHICK! I think all girls are bitches, 2 faces, sluts, etc...
I trust non. :) But I'm cool with many haha.

12. I smoke, but not like an everyday thing anymore.
I've laid off of that... its more like my security blanket.
Whenever my stressed I take a puff, lol! Sounded like I was doing some mary-janes right then and there lmfao.

13. I like taking pictures, of landscapes, abstract things, etc.
I'm an owner of a NIKON D40 the cheepest SLR? LOL
& I'm a huge fanatic of Adobe 7.0! LAVVVV

14. I love to eat, I could eat anything EXCEPT fish.
Awkward how I could eat raww fish but never FRIED? Idk...
I like fish burger too but other than that such a hater of that.
LMFAO

15. I never gain weight, my heavyest has been? 115?

16. & I'm so in lovvvvve its sicken'n how WHOOPED I AM! A&T

& I'll comment the people that I want to tag :)

Blunt side bangs, Purple nails, Skunk hair color.

2008-12-10T21:00:00.000-10:00

:-) = equals NEW LOOK*?
-Examples:

&&& then comes ME :P

Not taken with my Nikon D40 but a Finepix....

My interpretation of a side blunt bang, I just wanted to turn up everything and go with an out of the ordinary blunt bang! :) I wanted a cut that would show off my eyes, & having such blunt bangs also soften harsh features ....like mines haha.
+This look is in for winter :D
Try it out, & lmk if you all like it please!
I need the feed back!

& I also did my nails -I was completely bored, like usual so I did my nails.
Had it on since yesterday,... its just a lavender, purple, & gold mixture.
Really simple and easy to do :)

& Lastly me playing around with the extensions, my SKUNK look :)
But of-course am I in noooo way smelly 0_o ahaha.

They're just extensions, although I did have my hair like this a really long time ago! :D

well that's an update on my look, & me....
Happy holidays everyone!
& Feedback is a must! :)

Love ya'll

:) Love tree

2008-12-08T19:31:00.000-10:00

^_^ The most adorible Christmas tree ever,
This was from when we went to our City Lights :D

We tired getting a photo in front of it,
but that was a complete fail because obviously were TALL haha.

But all in all that was a good night,
had a beer before hand at a friends party.
& actually went there feeling really good.
The boys were buzzed though it was pretty funny.

Happy Holidays!<3

-Tiffany Nicole

New Love

2008-12-04T13:02:00.000-10:00

:) The song that I love.
This reminds me of me and my boy-friend, sorta haha.
WATCH :D

Peacock Eyes

2008-11-26T22:20:00.000-10:00

So you all probably already know that I'm really obsessed with PEACOCKS lmfao.
They're just really beautiful :D LIKE REALLY,
& Basically I just did a peacock look on my eyes :D
I won't really go into details that much because I'm being really lazy, but if you do have any other questions just comment & maybe if ya'll request a step by step ill do it lmfao.
So check it out and lmk what ya'll think!
^_^

WALAHHH!
So if you guys are interested in knowing what I used where just comment me :)
THANKS!!!
Oh and iwwww I was sweating a bit because this was after my day was over I did this look early in the morning and it lasted pretty GREAT all day :) But if you noticed my face is a bit shinny ignore that lmfao.
-Tiffany-Nicole

BTW:

Happy Thanksgiving to you and your family :)

Shut up about Twilight.

2008-11-24T02:55:00.001-10:00

& Edward Cullens -_-

Edward Cullens is played by Him VVV

This ^^^ who's real name is Robert Pattinson (bet ya'll didn't know that)
Is hot?! 0_o

He Robert Pattinson, also played Cedric Diggory
In Harry Potter 2 & 3 ( I know because I'm a Harry Potter movie lover lmfao)

Is making all these gal's drool.
But really are they drooling him or just the character that he plays?

Fed back please :)

-Tiffany

PINK&CUTE! 0_o

2008-11-20T00:08:00.000-10:00

So there was this period in my life where I've been such a hater of the color yet,
But when it all comes down to it...
I LOVE PINK!!! 0_O

My fetish for pink has become so bad, that I'm really considering of re-painting my room to a hot pink & light pink mixture. If I do I'll show it off haha.
I'm growing fond of that color and its not a joke.

I owe it all to Audrey Kitching ;D
She's such an inspiration I swear to god.
Even though ton's of people consider her a b*tch; she's truly something.
If ya'll don't know who she is then check her up.
She's kinda like a dark, pink, couture cute loving girl? LOVE CHILD, Maybe?

Well I've also been having fetishes of everything CUTE (kawaii -_-)

Such as:

Polymer Clay deserts no they ain't real.

They look so real and yummy! >_~ I can't wait to make my own sets.
& Whats great you could put um on your nails as 3-D art, decorate your electronics, and basically make a mobile charm.

Here watch this video! ^_^

All this makes me happy... It that wrong? :X I think I'm turning into that giddy type of girly girl. YIKES*

I've notice how much I like strawberry graphics, cute cupcakes, lollipops, & ice cream.... with faces on them. HELP ME?! lmfao. I even recently made a lil strawberry on 7.0

This is the strawberry that I made <---- ROFL! & it has made me hungry so I took a bite offa her. Geez well yah, comments? & FOLLOW. Lates. & BTW, my ears are currently at a size 00 (double zero) plug ^_* Its hurting like a bitch* still... But it'll be gone by tomorrow hopefully. +If you don't know what I'm talking about either... I'm referring to my stretched ears. But really :) BYE EVERYONE! haha

Christmas Shopping? :)

2008-11-19T00:23:00.000-10:00

1. SHADES -This is pretty much a knockoff of the ones that I really what, but you get the idea.
Plus, I ain't picky nor high standard.
& I can always make something cheep look like a million bucks, so It never really matters. (; $16.00 is pretty good for a pair of shades especially when I already have a drawer full of em.

2. MORE SHADES :)
Same concept just pretty much a different color. Buuuut its $24.00? MHM >_<>

3. Leggings -MOB $70.00
I really want the plaid ones, I mean it doesn't have to be this brand... But MOB is a pretty trashy line that I love ^_<

4. Supras skytop preferably black&purple! $110.00
I've been wanting supras for a while now and I was so close to getting my first pair a year ago but I went w/ Jordans in sted. But this year I'm determined to cop me a pair.

5. Creative Recreation The Galow Hi in Yellow Buffalo $105.00
Yee Yee ya'll might think this is ugly but if you do honestly you ain't got style.

So far thats it... Its not what I really need but yeee its all good :)

Sunshine, sunshine

2008-11-08T21:27:00.000-10:00

"Artists can color the sky red because they know it's blue. Those of us who aren't artists must color things the way they really are or people might think we're stupid." -Jules Feiffer

:) 2 days after Halloween

2008-11-02T17:57:00.000-10:00

I haven't been online reason is because I just got back from Kalihi.
I wasn't able to upload any pictures at all therefore I've been so MIA from Blogger.

Pfft.

Anyways just want to show off what I did for my nieces hair for Halloween,

I thought it came out pretty good seeing that it was my first time ever doing this look.

She was a pin up girl from Halloween ^_^

For an 11 year old she looks so matture, :)

Just wanted to share!
Thanks -TeebagTiff

:) Tiffany-Nicole is random

2008-10-14T23:35:00.000-10:00

About Me

Basics

Marital Status
Taken and content where were at, planning on taking it to the next level (;

Shoe size
7 sometimes 7.5 :) My feet came smaller because they use to be a size 9 0_o

Parents still together
My mom's a widow, but I'm pretty sure if my papi was alive they would be!

Siblings
I have a half sister name Amanda Britney who lives in FL. that I haven't seen in 14years -_-

Pets
I don't have any :/ All the pets I've had I had to give away X[

FAVORITES

Color
I love orange, purple, yellow, & hot pink. Super vibrant colors along w/ the blannn ones like cream!

Number
7 is seriously a lucky number for me :D

Animal
I love giraffes ^_^ & Puppys, Zebras, Tigers! haha

Drinks
I have to have my monster :D original green&black of course, & coffie

Soda
I<3rootbeer>
Book
I don't really have a favorite book any more but of-course if I did it has something with fasion ^_^

Flower
I looooove sunflowers, have always love sunflowers & water lillys. Roses are over-rated I think!

DO YOU

Color your hair?
More than I should. come'on now i'm a hairstylist lol

Twirl your hair?
Only when I curl my hair, & when I have my ditsy momments honest >_^

Have tattoos?
Sure :0 Got my first tat on April '08

Have Piercings?
My nose, lip and I have streached ears.

Cheat on tests/homework?
Nope.

Drink/Smoke?
Yes/Yes. I've cut down though because slutty girls who started smoking just make it a turn off.

Like roller coasters?
Hehe yeah... it a certain extent.

Wish you could live somewhere else?
Not really well, it wouldn't really matter where I lived as long as my family comes along!

Want more piercings?
I do! Can't wait till my bf starts working then we could you know get my holes in our body hah

Like cleaning?
I have OCD especially when it comes to my room -__- I clean ALL OF THE TIME. :/

Write in cursive or print?
Eaither or, whatever I feel like using then I do :) That reminds me I need a new planner of '09!

Own a web cam?
Noooo, sadly. I want one though. Next time I'ma buy one I swear!

Know how to drive?
Haha I'm okay with driving I tend to speed whenever I'm behind the wheel my mom says.

Own a cell phone?
Sure do, & I'm actually thinking about selling it lol

Ever get off the damn computer?
Yes. Whenever I just wanna spend time w/ my bf. Even though he's the one who's usually tweaking onit

HAVE U EVER

Been in a fist fight?
Lol yes I have many times. But you know its nothing really big, I've learned now MAKE LOVE not war!

Considered a life of crime?
Sure have, & i don't think I'm afraid to go to jail lol

Considered being a hooker?
LOL not really a hooker I'd raither be a stripper, espec. if I'm really really really desperate.

Lied to someone?
Oh geez, come on now? WHO HASN'T

Been in love?
:) Sure have.

Made out with JUST a friend?
Um, yes I think I have? Sorta whatevers that is complicated lol

Been in lust?
Heh, no. I haven't honest.

Used someone
NEGATIVE, I really hate users but not as much as I hate people who think I'm a user!

Been used?
Um, no.

Been cheated on?
No. Thank god & if so then thats fucked up but whatevers I've got a good guy now :)

Kicked someone in the nuts?
LOL ALL THE TIME, last person I think it was Andrew sorry dawg :X

Stolen anything?
I'm a sinner whats new? But I'm no longer like that.

Held a gun
Yep, I have so back the fuck off. Jk no really I have though

CURRENTS

Current clothing
Some polka dot top and shorts. About to head to bed :D

Current mood
Confused?* Pfft. whatevers XP

Current taste
My lip gloss from NYX peach flavooor mm yummy ^_^ hehe

What you currently smell like
LOL I d k, I haven't smelled my self lol.

Current hair
LMFAO one side is curled and the other side is straight >_< & my bangs is pulled back

Current thing I ought to be doing
Lying down next to my boy-friend

Current cd in stereo
Something that belongs to my mom I'm guessing.

Last book you read
Its been ages I think prolly my permit book haha

Last movie you saw
UMMM, some movie on the internet :X Pirated films ftw I still wanna watch nick and norah's....

Last thing you ate
Steak :D

Last person you talked to on the phone
My cousin Leslie, or my mother. I don't really like talking on the phone especially since its broken

Do drugs?
NO dawg

Believe there is life on other planets?
I hope so, that be so rad like seriously

Remember your first love?
:) Sure.

Still love him/her?
No, heh I have a new love in my life.

Read the newspaper?
Yes I do, I like the comics jk jk

Smoked out PURPLE! :)

2008-10-10T21:00:00.000-10:00

Hey everyone! :D I'm so excited to share the way I put my make-up on with all of you ^_^ This will actually be my first e/s (eye shawdow) tutorial that I'm gonna do here on blogger. I'm gonna start posting up my youtube videos that I've created with all the makeup looks that I've done. Hopefully I'd get a lot of view/subscribers from it :)

Anyways this is the look that I did on my eyes today.

Arabian Smokey Purple eyed :D
Its a bit messy, but its still good! LOL

These were the products that I used:

I adore NYX products & I have a collection, so basically most of my tutorials will be of me using them ^_^ I mean don't get me wrong. Who doesn't love inexpensive makeup!
But lets get started....

-I didn't use any base for this look.

1. First I took my OPAL e/s & placed it on the first
3rd of my eyelid near my tear duct and blended it all the up onto my brow bone.

2. I got my NYX's blush in Mauve & speaded it all of the remaining halves of my eyelid, again all the way up unto my brow bone.

3. I then put NYX's purple e/s about my eye crease from the outter corner of my eye to the opposite side of my pupil so the 1st and 2nd half above my crease should be covered :)

4. Then take NYX's Morocco e/s and fill it in your crease creating a triangle on the outter corner. Make sure you blend! ^_____^

5. I used NYX's e/s in SKIN as my highlight all over my brow bone :)

& there you have it, just add your eyeliner -I used prestige (black) & put on some falsies to give a dramatic effect and your done :D

Sorry I didn't get to post more pictures my camera died, but hopefully I'll be able to post up a video tutorial on this look :) THANKS!

-If your still a bit confused because the lack of good explaination >_<

Final LOOK :) VVVVVVVV

<3 TeebagTiff